There Comes a Time

Ever have that sinking feeling, that enough is enough?  well, i am one of those who has. You go through your life, thinking all is ok, right?  well, sometimes it isn't, and we have to admit at one time or another, called evaluating your life of what has happened, and what is ahead.  Every little thing that seems to not be going our way, we think its the end of the world, but its not really.
  Its just we feel exhausted, drained, burnt out, what ever you want to call it.  Do you know what i mean?  Thats where vacations come in right? and the vacation is so nice and beautiful.  You want it last a long time, but you think i have to go back to the real world.
  Well, the real world? in other words reality?  We all have our own world we call reality, so everyone is different.  So why does society push us all into one clump, to either fit in or we are not facing reality.

 You know what, i dont care about society and the worlds ideas of what is what.   I am different, and have always been, how about you?   what do we have to be ashamed of?   Different is good, if all of us were created to be exactly the same, this would be a boring place, we would be robots. and who wants that?  i sure don't.  
  There comes a time in  life ,when you just get too tired of doing things, a certain way, and just decide its time to chill out, take a deep breath, and start over again the next day. When your younger everything has to be just so, be organized, clean etc.  as one gets older, all that stuff doesn't matter any more. Yet keep plugging along in your own pace, it is much better that way. Slow and easy, one day at a time. It should be that way always, why do we push ourselves to the brink of death, just to please other people who just don't care!  why get drained, burned out, going crazy to make ourselves into something we don't like, or want to be, making ourselves unhappy, in the process. Ruining our health's, and for what? i feel we all need to break away from society and others think, and just do what we like and makes us happy, unfortunately we have to pay bills too, but how do we know when too much is too much?   that is my opinion, what is yours, we need to be more appreciative of what God has made us, and accept ourselves for who we are.  Some days are harder then others, it seems to me, but we still get up everyday and just keep going, along this journey of life here on this earth. Lets just go in the strength of the Lord. I have gone through so much in my life, and i am not the same person as i was even 4 years ago. I am 61 too, still healthy physically, i do have thankfulness in my heart, but sometimes one needs to vent, you know what i mean?  how about you?