Lets see, ever have those bad days, when your emotions just get the best of you? when those dreaded lemons pop up on your radar? yup it happens to all of us,. Those precious memories of someone you lost, and they went to heaven. It doesnt matter how long ago they went, you still miss them, you made many memories with them, whether it was a spouse, parent or child, and yes your beloved pet. There are just some days or something reminds you of those memories and you just cant stop from crying, or day dreaming about them. I have had those myself, just the other day i saw someone pulling up a u-haul truck to move, i wasnt sad about them moving, but it triggered memories of when me and my spouse used one to travel across the country after we were first married. I cried like a baby, dont you have that? but ,you have no one to talk to about it. Because ,lets face it most everyone you know doesnt want to hear it. thank goodness for blogs.
Life, its not all its cracked up to be in movies and tv. they make it look all peachy and great. but its not easy to live hear on this earth. Life has a way of throwing, curves, lemons, and it can be so hard, that you just dont know what to do, where do you turn when you need someone to cry with, to comfort you, etc. I know its not easy, i have had it very hard myself, no where to turn, no one to talk to, no one who wants to spend time with you. Have you ever felt that way? Its nice to know your not the only one. I depend on the only one who has always been there for me, God. Yes , he knows how i feel, and i just talk to him, like i would talk to you, the invisible people that go on the internet :)
i wouldnt have gotten as far as i have this past 3 years or most of my life, without Him. I would be dead right now from a broken heart, or so depressed i wouldnt be able to see straight. He is using the animals i care for to help me as well. He has helped me to just take one day at a time, no more ,no less, I know he is with me, and he protects and strengthens me. He promised to always be with me, but he didnt promise it was going to be easy either. Life can on this earth can so brutall, cant it? Im sure you know too, what ever you guys are going through. I guess we just have to lean on him, and just weather what ever comes our way. WHEW!!!!! i said a moth full, this time, what are your thoughts about life here on planet earth in our human form. When storms arise, i call on the one who can really help me!!!
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